It took a while, as I’ve been way to busy, but I finally managed to translate the short essay about color that I originally wrote for for Animal magazine.

I could talk about this subject endlessly, so if you see me at a party it may be wise not to get me started on color symbolism or
the science of perception if you want to leave early ;)

Thank you for being here. 
Love and hues,


(random musings about the history, science and mysticsm of color)

by Ana Montiel

The history of humanity could easily be told through color. Rudimentary pigments made out of charred bones, green tones that would turn people insane and are suspected of making ill Napoleon hiself, fluorescent hues made to be used and abused at rave parties… color is always there, anywhere you look.

No blue pigment had been discovered for more than 200 years (since the birth of what we know as cobalt blue), until recently when out of the blue—pardon the silly pun— YInMn was discovered at the University of Oregon.

Crayola has organized a contest to choose a name for this new tone in order to include it at their crayon sets. What a tremendous responsibility to name a new color. So many possibilities!

From the red hues used in cave paintings, made out of grinded mineral pigments like iron oxide or hematite, to the recent red iPhone; as Josef Albers said, if one says 'red' and there are fifty people listening, it can be expected that there will be fifty reds in their minds. And one can be sure that all these reds will be very different.

Some painters transform the sun into a yellow spot, others transform a yellow spot into the sun. Pablo Picasso

In the substractive color model (pigment mixing), yellow is a primary color, but when we talk about additive color (RGB or light colors), it is always a secondary color. Yellows and ochres have been used since ancient times. The yellow horse featured in the Lascaux cave paintings is around 17300 years old. Yellow color was associated with gold in Ancient Egypt, both of them were perceived as symbols of divinity and eternal life.

Blue is darkness made visible. Derek Jarman

The glorious arrival of lapis lazuli mineral to Venice during the Renaissance. What a moment, that in which a boat carrying the most vibrant blue ever seen arrived in Venice (the same blue that nowadays we refer to as ultramarine). Giotto used lapis for his frescos at the Scrovegni Chapel in such an extraordinary way that blue was elevated and recognised as the most divine and celestial hue of them all. With the positioning of blue as the most sacred colour, the Church tried to control lapis pigment as much as it could, using its influence so that its cost would even surpass the price of gold, or prohibiting the use of blue in anything but virgin Mary’s clothes.  

Color is all. When color is right, form is right. Color is everything, color is vibration like music; everything is vibration. Marc Chagal

Many books about color have been written. There are scientific ones, like Theory of Color by Goethe or Isaac Newton’s writings; others display tencencies towards mysticism (like the ones by Rudolf Steiner or Johannes Itten), and some exude a very intimate spirit, like Derek Jarman’s Chroma. The ode to color that the British artist wrote towards the end of his life, while battling with his illness and loosing his sight. Chroma is raw and poetic in equal measures, packed with historical facts and valuable information.

Learning from books and teachers is like traveling by carriage, so we are told in the Veda. But, the carriage will serve only while one is on the highroad. He who reaches the end of the highroad will leave the carriage and walk afoot. Johannes Itten

Una entrevista y un mixtape para

(para los monógamos de Spotify, aquí está el playlist en vuestra plataforma favorita ;)

Rapsodia Cromática para revista Animal


Reflexiones aleatorias sobre la historia, ciencia y misticismo del color.

La historia de la humanidad se podría relatar fácilmente tomando como hilo conductor el color. Pigmentos rudimentarios hechos a partir de huesos calcinados, gamas verdes que hacían enloquecer a la gente y se dice que enfermaron incluso al mismo Napoleón, coloridos fluorescentes para su uso en raves… el color siempre está ahí, dondequiera que mires.

Hacía más de 200 años (desde el hallazgo del cobalto en 1802) que no se descubría un nuevo pigmento azul, hasta que hace poco apareció por sorpresa en un laboratorio de la Universidad de Oregon el azul YInMn. Crayola ha organizado un concurso para elegirle un nombre a esta nueva tonalidad, y así poderla incluir en sus estuches de crayones. Qué responsabilidad nombrar un nuevo color, ¡cuántas posibilidades!

Desde el rojo de las cavernas, hecho a partir de pigmentos minerales molidos como el óxido de hierro o la hematita, hasta el del nuevo iPhone Red; como decía Josef Albers, si uno dice rojo y hay 50 personas escuchando, se puede esperar que cada una esté imaginando un tono diferente del color.

Algunos pintores convierten el Sol en un punto amarillo; otros convierten un punto amarillo en el Sol. Pablo Picasso

En la síntesis sustractiva (mezcla de pigmentos), el amarillo es uno de los colores primarios, pero cuando hablamos de colores luz (RGB) siempre pasa a ser secundario. Los amarillos y ocres han sido utilizados desde la prehistoria. La pintura rupestre del caballo amarillo que hay en las cuevas de Lascaux se estima que tiene alrededor de 17 300 años. En el antiguo Egipto asociaban el color amarillo con el oro, reconociendo a ambos como símbolos de divinidad e inmortalidad.

El azul es oscuridad hecha visible. Derek Jarman

La gloriosa llegada del mineral lapislázuli a Venecia durante el Renacimiento.

Qué momento en el que un barco llegó con el azul más vibrante que se había visto, aquel que se convertiría en lo que hoy llamamos ultramarino. Giotto lo utilizó de una manera tan extraordinaria en sus frescos para la capilla de los Scrovegni, que posicionó esta tonalidad como la más divina y celestial de todas. Al elevar de esta manera el azul como el tono más sagrado, la Iglesia trató de controlar dicho pigmento todo lo que pudo, influyendo para que su precio superara incluso el del oro, o llegando a prohibir su uso en otra cosa que no fueran los ropajes de la virgen María.

El color lo es todo. Cuando el color es el correcto, la forma es la correcta. Lo es todo, es la vibración. Y como en la música, todo es la vibración. Marc Chagall

Se han escrito muchos libros sobre el color. Unos más científicos, como Teoría de los colores, de Goethe, o los textos de Isaac Newton; algunos con tendencias hacia el misticismo, como los de Rudolf Steiner o Johannes Itten, y otros muy personales, como Chroma, de Derek Jarman. Una oda al espectro cromático que el artista británico escribió al final de su vida, ya enfermo y sin vista. El libro es crudo a la par de poético, repleto de hechos históricos e información valiosa.

Inner Monuments

I'll be presenting an site specific installation at Aparador Cuchilla (Aldo Chaparro's Studio) on August 24th, 2017. Mexico City.

If you want to attend to the opening, please rsvp to this e-mail address: rsvp(at)


a playlist

Play it on shuffle mode.

This way the forces of life will select the most suitable order for you ;)



This project started in the Autumn of 2015.

Camille Walala, Jordy Van Den Nieuwendijk, Lakwena Maciver, Supermundane, Anthony Burrill, Charlie Patterson, David Shillinglaw, Hattie Stewart, Morag Myerscough and myself had been invited by They Made This to produce some artwork to be shown at Protein Gallery and auctioned at Christie's. All the profits were to go to Refuge charity.

Originally, I was planning to do a couple of Visual Mantras paintings. Playing with repetition as a way towards trance/meditation, but the restriction of the already decided pattern didn't resonate with me anymore. I felt the process of colouring more or less inside the lines quite rigid and didn't want to move forward with it.

At that point I was reading a few books about Quantum Physics, Dark Matter, Multiverses, supermassive black holes and all that. All mindbending and spellbinding in equal measures :)

I came up with the analogy of a Visual Mantras pattern as a framework that could represent the starting point at the beginning of a person's life—similar to a Natal Chart in astrology—and I started playing with how much this pattern/set of parameters could vary depending on the choices/events at this person's life—progressions and transits in astrology.

I compared it to the Multiverse theory. So many possibilities and realities can be happening at the same time to the different selves of an individual!


The Universe keeps expanding, the same can happen with our hearts and brains.

Let's grow together and acknoledge there's always something else to try, learn and love.



Some could say I moved to Mexico under a spell.
All happened very fast: in two and a half months to be precise. I never paid much attention to this country, but when I visited it for a week in 2014, I fell in love with it hard and fast. I got back to London, separated from my husband, gave away 98 per cent of the stuff I owned (now that I think about it, maybe some of you, dear readers, might have one of the hundreds of books and vinyl records I donated to the Oxfam in Dalston? If that’s the case, send them my regards!), and promplty bought another plane ticket to return.

I landed in Mexico City late September 2014, with two bags, my senior cat and a lot of excitement. Months of fun and newness followed. Plenty of long walks too. I especially enjoyed witnessing how greenery takes over modern architecture with such beauty and ease in some neighbourhoods.

Despite me relishing endless megalopolitan pleasures, life had other plans for me. All of a sudden I found myself relocating to Tepoztlán, with a new love(r) and my aforementioned cat. “Tepoz” is a charming village one hour away from Mexico City, surrounded by mountains and spiced with a rich fauna and flora. When I speak of fauna I’m including the weird and wonderful humans that inhabit this area. Hippies that came in the 1960s and never left, ufologists waiting for sightings (quite common in the area), artists, ecowarriors, yogis, bon vivants and all the locals that have been here for generations and keep things as authentic as it gets.

Upon arrival, I rented a house from which you can see the aztec pyramid up the mountain. It came unfurnished, so I started to make experimental furniture with concrete blocks, pieces of wood and stuff like that. I didn’t want to start hoarding as much stuff as I had while in London or Barcelona, but plants were a different story, they always are.

Utopia Ascending #1

Freethinking can be risky, and let’s be honest, requires more effort than following others’ ideas, but at this point in our society it is fundamental.

We need to think and choose for ourselves, trying to avoid being influenced by external inputs but instead trying to be guided by our thoughts, experience, feelings or intution.

Trying this, can bring a wondrous sense of empowerment, yet at the same time, can be unsettling. If you “fail” all the liability is yours, there’s no one to point your finger at while saying—it was his/her/their idea!.
Now, more than ever the time has come for us to question everything, analyze, compare and come up with what makes more sense to each of us. Any information that comes from the media, any random advice, any prescription… all are impregnated on the background or interests of someone else. They can be more or less aligned with yours but better reflect on all the facts before joining any of the factions.

In these times of information overload, it is crucial to discern what deserves our attention, what is relevant to us and what doesn’t apply. Choice is a powerful gift, but we need to remind ourselves that all power comes with responsibility.


A playlist
for this week's
penumbral lunar eclipse.

"Which one do you prefer, your online self or your offline self?"

The first one is a fiction. Attractive yet incomplete.
A projection curated by ourselves. Easy to love but illusory.

What about the offline one?

Human. Imperfect yet whole. Complete, with its light and its darkness. More difficult to love and accept unconditionally, true. But not accepting it can be like deniying our essences.

Compassion and a bit of humour can be key to embrace our "flaws". Not taking things too seriously and trusting the process of life more.
Sometimes, when I catch me being too harsh with myself I ask myself this question: Would I be this exigent/critical with someone I love (a dear friend, my partner, etc) in this situation?
Answer is always no.

Being more gentle and understanding with ourselves can be a good first step towards more self-acceptance, love and fun in our lives.

My intention with this journal is to share ideas with you.

It is a work in progress in all possible ways, let’s see how it evolves :)

Welcome and thank you for being part of this.